MARNEED ❤

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Baby,
you kno whad. I feel so safe being with you, havin you hugging me t sleep everyday is whad I dream of one day.
Yet now, things might chng, things might not chng.
I miss you. Yes, I do.
I'm sorry for things tht happen?
I'm th big mess creator in this 15 months rls. I made you suffer over & over again.
I promise, I'll be good. Come back will you?
If you come & find me later on, means things are solved.
If not, thn I think I kno whad it means.
Takecare baby.

Yours truly,
Marilyn.

While listening t my favourite song playing from th lappy & looking at th pictures we had for 15 months, my tears roll down.
I miss th past you.
Th one tht I loved so much.
Th one tht never ever made me angry/upset.
Th one tht is always reachable.
Where is th fun we used t hav?
Where is th love I used t feel from you?
I dun understand, why we cant clarify things on th same day, why must we sort it out tml.
Cause you kno, by tml, I'm okay. I'm not mad at you anymore.
Yes, by tml I'll not be mad at you, I'll be okay.
But things will not be solved cause I'll say It's okay, forget about it.
Whad must I do, t keep this rls on-going.
Whad must I do, t let me love you as much as I do in th past.
Whad must I do, t let you love me as much as you do in th past.
Whad must I do, t save this rls.
Can you tell me baby?
I tried all ways, but this rls is drifting. It wonte hav any nice outcome like whad we talk about.
I'm alrey about t give up, can you save it?
Th last breakup, I still can happily go out & act as if we are just being "close friends" for 10 months.
This time round, I cried.
I kno how important you'r t me alrey. & I kno I really cant lose you anymore.
But you'r th one making me giving up on everything I hav;
Th 15 months of quarrels,fun.laughter,sad,madness & memories.
Take it as I beg you, save it or leave it.
I might go crazy sonner or later.

I wish Marneed❤ could go t your dream right now & tell you;
" Daddy, You kno :
How much Mummy suffered. How much Mummy loved you.
How much Mummy cared for you. How much Mummy cried for you.
How much Mummy's heart is floating away. How much you'v lost Mummy.
How much Mummy treasure you. How much Mummy appreciate thing tht you've done for her.
How much Mummy wanted t save this rls. How much Mummy tried t save this rls.
How much more time is there left for you t save this rls.
How much Mummy want you t stay w her forever. How much Mummy want t last w you. 
How much Mummy want t be your wife. & How much I wanted t be your son...
Daddy, if you love Mummy,
ask her for forgiveness & donte do th same thing tht hurts Mummy cause I'm not gonna help you always
Dote on her like how you'r gonna dote on me. Donte let Mummy feels tht you chng & donte love her anymore,
Mummy loves you alot.
Daddy, Mummy suffered alot alrey.
Now is your turn t treat her good, if not Mummy is gonna leave with another guy,
& I'll support Mummy decision...
& Mummy's eyes are swollen now. Cause she've been crying since you left granny's house & th time now is 1.15AM"


How nice if Marneed❤  could talk t his daddy in his dreams now.. 
Mummy loves you ❤

我只要做一天的你让我用一天你的表情
了解你的心情永远受欢迎带一点烦恼的高兴
只要你做一天的我让你过一天我的心情
耗尽所有热情所有决心还被你否定是多黱不公平
我只要做一天的你让我用一天你的姓
让我疲倦的心能和你合并就算是最虚荣的梦境
只要你做一天的我让你过一天我的心情
耗尽所有热情所有决心还被你否定是多黱不公平


Whad's wrong t treat you good? In th end, whad I got was tht kind of answer & attitude.
Fuckit la !
Where are you when I need you most?
Where are you when I want you most?
Sometimes, when I wanted t share my happiness with you, yet you are not here with me.
Sometimes, when I wanted a shoulder t lean on, you are busy with your stuffs.
Sometimes, when I wanted t talk t you, you are busy with your gaming.
Sometimes, when we say we want t talk things out, yet we always forget about it.
Perhaps this rls is not as important as whad you've said.
Perhaps this rls is not as important as compared t your previous, previous or even previous rls.
Ask yourself, where am I, whenever you need me most.
Ask yourself, where am I, whenever you need a listening ear.
Ask yourself, where am I, when you wanted t talk t me.
Ask yourself, is th way I'm treating you better thn previous or worst?
Ask yourself, after this thing happen, did I ever ever "man yuan" you?
Did I ever say even f. mention about it?
You kno how f terrible I feel when you're not with me when I need you most.
You kno tht period of time, I wanted you t stay & yet you went home.
You kno tht period of time, I need you th most, yet you are not around.
You kno how pain it is t lose someone so close t you & yet th one your love is not around.
You kno how much I suffered tht time?
Not only you are tired at tht period of time,
I'm tired too. Tired of th nonsenses my parents gave.
I couldnt sleep after we made th decision & after *
Yet I keep my bloody mouth shut cause I dunwan t let you worry.
I tried t stay cheerful but it's just when I'm with you.
DO YOU KNO HOW MUCH I SUFFERED ?
My heart still pain when I think of Marneed ❤,
My heart even pain when I think of me going through all this thing alone at tht pt of time,
My heart even even pain when you treated me this way.
I always thought tht I'm not a good girlf, tht's why I've been trying t treat you good all th time.
But yet, my effort are not always not being appreciate.
You always said tht you cannot afford t lose me,
but do you kno tht you are losing me somehow alrey.
I tried my best t do as your wish, yet I never satisfy you.
I change everything for th f sake of you,
Yet you? Whad've you done ?
Yes I kno you've been coming down lately t accompany me,
but isnt this whad a bf should do?
It's not even two weeks & I feel tht you are alit not happy alrey.
Come'on, I kno tht you are tired from work, tht's why I went over t find you.
This year, we had more quarrel thn last year.
I think, it's about time t let go. Donte you think so baby?
I kno th feeling of losing someone so dear t me sucks,
but you made me think of it.
历史不断重演我好累.
**Baby,
Do you still remember this :
Baby i really very happy lucky to found a good and caring gf like you, i kno last time didnt care for you much but now finally we are back together and i will be 500 time more caring than last time cos i kno the feeling of losing you is so painful n lonely. now i will cherish you. No matter what i will be there for you